I am now drunk and putting up with my mothers shit. The pure crap that come out this womans mouth is unreal. I literally want to hang myself whilst listening to this. She hates me, i hate her. It is pure torture.. I would love nothing more than to hear i am adopted. She cant even stand within a feet of me without making me shivering in disgust. She is literally my worst nightmare, she makes me sick. Spending this time with her makes me want to kill myself. Is there anyone else out there that feels this way towards their birth mother. I cant even pretend to be normal around this soul sucking cunt. Yes cunt is a bad word but its the only way to describe this piece of shit. I am bound with this curse of having her as a parent. My dad is not quite as bad but is a suicidal non existent cunt too.
All the health professionals i have seen before tell me this is a huge contributing factor within my issues in life.. i say i just must have
i must of drew the short straw.

And just to add.. i dont want any parents at all.